Be a Role Model to earn respect

If you want people to listen to you,
please, fucking please be a role model, will you?

Stop, and don't say it out if you can't fucking act on it.
Everytime you asked us to do something, I'll feel disgusted, seriously.
It's not because of I am unwilling to do it, but your attitude and action make me feel like you don't deserve the respect.

I wanted to respect you, I really wanted to.
But, somehow, what you did all these years don't really make me look upon you.

I keep telling myself all the while that I won't ever be someone like you when I grown up.
And yes, I still feel the same even when I am already 23.

So sorry but I just can't help to feel so.
Period.